"God will always have your back. and if it's any consellation, i got your back till i die."
people tell me i think too much at times. i don't think i've done that in a while until now. i've been really focused and on task but at the same time i've felt so out of it. does that make sense? just one of those days, asking God what he has planned next, but.. no answer. i just don't know what to do and i'm dying to know the answer. honestly, i dream of the future and it feels so good to me. but what about now?
"she told me all she ever wanted was for me was to have a mind of my own. to never let anyone step all over me and take away my dignity. to continue being that strong person she's always seen me as and become ever stronger to prove to the world what they missed out on. to use my full potential in everything i do in order to get where i want and what i want. because she believes that i deserve the best that anyone has to offer."
once i start watching this video, it takes me a while to stop because each time i see it, it hits me every time. not because of "how good" some people think we are but because of what we've accomplished in less than a year, all thanks to HIM. following HIM has lead me to things i've never thought possible. it's feels so amazing.